September 21, 2009

Set 'Em Wild, Set 'Em Free

Oh, you've got to love Mondays... there really isn't anything like getting an early wake up call from NY when you are on LA time.

I'm looking at the title of this blog... and I don't really think figuring out the answer to the question is going to suit me. I have always been obsessed with my career in the arts (used "liberally") in hopes that I can achieve some amount of comfort financially, coming from work I enjoy doing. So I just have to do it... Sure, I can find good in almost any job, but I'd like to not have to lie to myself that much. The real question is not, "what's next?" It's "why do the people who weigh in on the answer to that question make it so hard?" Is it bitterness? Is it fear? Do they simply refuse to recognize themselves as part of a whole? The world does revolve around you, but you are everyone, and if I or anyone else can't see that, everyone and I are doomed.

Geesh... a little heavy, but this is a blog right?

For more fun reading, check out a CC alternative: http://ajunkyard.wordpress.com/author/wilsonbstiner/

August 3, 2009

ummmmm....

I'm just sharing my thoughts.... Grammatical errors, expect many!! Let's see how many you can find within this very post. If someone can tell me the correct amount they'll get a secret prize, courtesy of the Mark Foundation. LOL!!! AND..... GOOOOO!!!

So it's 6:30pm and I'm posted on the couch after a long day @ work, thinking about exactly what is my next move. I really can't see myself working for my entire life. Every morning I see the same long, tired faces on the NY subways struggling just to make it to work each day. Some even leave home before the sun even comes ups just to get to work. Not me. That was the 1st thing that came to mind. I don't see the joy of torturing yourself for a check that you can't even enjoy. I'm not saying that money is everything but there could at least be some disposable income there for you to enjoy. Ohh, my eggs are done. Gotta go. Until next time!!

I'm Audi like the car (Get it... nah, think about it).

FYI, for those of you who are thinking about stealing or in some peoples cases "borrowing" my phrase, think again.

July 20, 2009

salutations from mexico

hola amigos. i am blogging from the riviera maya down in mexico and it is beautiful. it has been a long time since i have written and a lot has transpired since then.

a major part of the delay in blogging has been due to the hectic nature of life. the first year of law school transpired and it went well. since it ended in may ive been working at an entertainment law firm in nyc. the experience has been amazing, educational, awesome, and stressful all at the same time. working there for almost two months now i have learned more from that time about the practical nature of law than my entire first year at law school.

the other major event in my life is my decision to finally pursue my dream, aka my record label is finally getting off the ground. the label, name to be announced once its officially trademarked, will be an all digital label focusing on electronic and alternative music (all digital with a few vinyl releases). the most important part of the label, however, will be its focus; the label will be focused on the most important thing in music the artist and creativity. rather than striving on being a major label making lots of money. the label will be focused on giving the artist a venue to release music that they want to. as you can tell im very excited about it and naturally will keep you all updated on future releases from artists.

well readers thats my life at this point. now if you excuse me i have to go sit on the beach and soak up the sun. what a life.

July 8, 2009

I feel the earth move

Things are hot in cracktown... or just really slow. The pace here is like a schizophrenic slug. Which direction? Which unpaid job? How do I leave my trail? Should I keep extending myself or retire into my shell and do what is important to me?

I guess I have done a lot of both.

Here is the latest thing to come out of my personal pursuits, which I mentioned in the last blog post: http://www.vimeo.com/5433490

I am also working as an assistant to Faye Dunaway, which is proving interesting and educational.

Now that I am joined by a fellow classmate out here in LA, CC comes up pretty constantly.

In a world that is so concerned with numbers and units, I can't say now is the time to try the artistic angle, but I feel the need to be true to myself. I think that is the goal.

May 10, 2009

One More Thing

As I travel for these three months, I will be posting frequently on a personal blog created to stay in touch with family and friends. Misha and I are using this both as a place to post photos and stories, as well as to let our families know we have arrived places safely. Feel free to check it out!

http://www.intimeweallfly.com/

April 27, 2009

What´s Better Than A Job?

Traveling is better than a job!

It has been almost a month since I began my three month European trip with Misha, and so far, so good. We are using a sort of ¨plan as we go¨ format for this trip, which is quite exciting and unpredictable. We are staying with Misha´s family members in some places, as well as hostels and wherever looks clean and comfortable.

We began in Copenhagen, Denmark, after a hellish bunch of flights from NY to London to Copenhagen. I had visited Caity Bapstiste there during our semesters abroad and loved the city, so I was happy to return to it with Misha. Danish people are not only extremely stylish, they are genuinely friendly and seemed as happy as the statistics say they are (apparently Denmark boasts the country with the highest levels of happiness--I´d be happy too if I could legally drink on the street like they can!). Everyone spoke to us in Danish, which was great, since it meant we didn´t stick out as tourists! Then we´d just say we didn´t speak Danish, and they´d switch over to English, easy as pie.

From Denmark we went to Amsterdam, kind of on a whim, but we found a flight one day, booked it, and then scooted over to that lovely city. We went to a great photography exhibit of Richard Avedon portraits at the foam museum, saw some Rembrandts at the Rijks musuem, tested out some of Amsterdam´s famous green stuff, lounged at outdoor cafes, and lived it up. One night we got stuck in a hail storm and had to run home, which was also pretty exciting. We spent some money at a great outdoor market, and ate delicous food every day.

Next was Paris, the place of all of my literary excursions! We spent a week there, since we kept having more and more things to do and couldn´t leave. It was funny being there though, because after reading all about it, I had a sort of idea of what types of people and spots I would see. But since I was reading about Paris during the 50s, you can imagine that it was quite differet to be there in 2009. We found some really great cafes to drink in, one of which I wanted to nestle into and just write and read forever. We went to the Louvre, and saw the idiotically small Mona Lisa through the hordes of tourists taking her picture (she´s not THAT pretty). We also had a day at the Pompidou, where we saw an amazing Kandinsky exhibit that traced his entire career. There were also many crepes to be eaten, and glasses of wine to be drunk, as well as a visit to Shakespeare and Co., the famous bookstore of expats such as Fitzgerald and Hemingway. I was in book heaven there, and bought a Collected Poems of Anne Sexton, which is extremely depressing poetry (she struggled with mental illness all her life), but very good. We were staying with French family of Misha´s, which was quite the experience for a girl who speaks 7 words of french (croissant. je sais. au revour! madame. and those are the only ones i can actually spell...). It was a wonderful experience to have a French family to stay and eat and hang around with, and they had a beautiful garden and bikes that we borrowed for a biking tour of the city.

After Paris we hopped over to Spain, where we´ve been for the past few weeks. San Sebastian, Barcelona, Granada, oh my! We went to the Alhambra yesterday, which was almost too amazing for words (and usually I´m pretty keen on words). From the outside it looks like a blocky, brown castle, but inside it´s a heaven of overlapping patterns on tiles, carved into wood, into stone, clay...high star-shaped ceilings, scalloped windows, beautiful gardens with orange trees and sculpted hedges...oh the beauty! Even though it was pouring by the time we walked out of the main buildings, we still walked around the grounds in amazement.

After tonight, we are making our way north in Spain to arrive in Nice, France, on May 2nd to visit the one and only Dasha Lavrennikov (who is studying there). I have no idea in what city or bed I will lay my head tomorrow night, but it´s all part of the adventure I guess! I will write again as soon as possible, since using the computer in an internet cafe never seems as exciting as exploring a new place. I also apologize for any spelling or grammatical errors--I´m on a foreign keyboard. Until next time...

April 26, 2009

(Re)Marx & (Los)Engels

Relaxing a bit on a Saturday night, I watched The Office Season 4, Episode 11. After a night out at a swanky NY bar, Rainn Wilson's character leaves the basketball player with whom he has been sucking face and shouts, "Good luck against Conn College!" Alumni Lee Eisenberg is undoubtedly responsible for this. He came back for a film event when I was a freshmen, and when I lived in LA for a summer, we met up to talk about the transition from New London to New Media.

More and more I am understanding how words of wisdom from others are helpful, but certainly in the entertainment industry, do not supply an answer. It's not so cut and dry, and especially in the present climate, those in my flippers are left treading at the deep end.

Although things are not as bright as I would like (or would have been if I graduated a year or two ago), I am not quite ready to start living in the closest tent village. While looking for some stable source of income, I have been involved with some great projects, people, and developments: I recently re-cut my feature and am in the professional sound mix stage before its West Coast premiere, which has created enough buzz to warrant some attention from distributors; a production company has selected me to direct one of twenty-four segments helmed by up-and-coming filmmakers from around the world, which divide the Apology of Socrates; Great Northern's label has been sending me some video to edit for promos (http://eeniemeenie.com/gnsplash.html); an indie feature recently hired me as their Music Supervisor, so if you want some exposure for your musical talents, feel free to contact me.

Since I joined a gym out here, I try to find new ways to fill my ears for an hour or so each day. If you are crunched for time, I suggest The Economist's weekly podcasts and I just got hip to Librivox.com, where you can download whole books in the public domain. There's nothing quite like looking at LA high-rises while listening to The Communist Manifesto.